A blog by a tiny, bored worker

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Silence?

I’ve never talked about my feelings anymore. Maybe it’s because I don’t feel insecure like my previous relationships. With Robin, I feel safe because she accepts me for who I am. I can see that she’s actually want us to last. I’m grateful for her.

It’s been two years we’re together. We’ve been apart for a year and we will reunite by the end of this month. I’m excited really, but scared at the same time. Will we be okay? When I told people about this plan, some cheered for us and some… reacted quite negatively. They said something like… it’s not gonna be as happy as it seems.

Happy Birthday?

It’s been a long time, I haven’t got time to say hi to myself. Today’s world always distract you, making sure you put more attention to small things like politics, not to more important stuffs like yourself. Long story short, my phone died after I went back from work. I got enough time to think, to contemplate what’s going on lately in my life.

My Case

I hate it that I’m such a hypocrite. I will tell you things like “oh, you know, if someday you could find someone better, please go for it”

I Wouldn’t Like Me

I just realized that I must be a very selfish person. When I think that it would be great for us, might actually be great only for me, and not for the other half. Should understand her needs better.

A Gentle Reminder

She doesn’t need you. You’ll make her worse than before.

Note to Self

“If you’re lonely when you’re alone, you’re in bad company.” ― Jean-Paul Sartre

I don’t go and watch motivational video, I even hate most of it. But yeah, this one, I really need it.

Greed

Our time. It’s never enough. I don’t feel like it’s ever gonna be enough. Weird, because we literally spend almost every night together. It’s like more than 8 hours a day (or even more).

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